I'm Back!

So, it's been a while since I have posted anything here. I just wanted to say that I have some new photos being processed as we speak, and there will be some new content up here soon! Please check back!!

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Escape

I need to escape.

My body can be oppressive.  I can feel my heartbeat, my pulse, my bones, my skin, the cold, the wet.  It’s overwhelming.  Too delicate and brittle.  Too much upkeep.  Too easily damaged.

Eventually I’ll leave it behind.  The only universal outcome.

But where will I be after that?  Will I even be?

So I escape. 

For so long I thought about ways to escape.  Alcohol, drugs, pleasure, pain, bondage, yoga, running away.  Ups and downs, creation and destruction.

Suddenly I found a new escape.

Neither healthy or harmful.  Basically neutral. 

And I didn’t have to get out of my skin after all.  I put on a new one.

I became a woman, a child, Spiderman, a sex goddess, a trucker.  I ran, jumped, played, fell, skinned my hands, rolled in leaves, kicked some stones, created, destroyed.

An escape inside a different skin.

Silver Zentai

I love my silver Zentai suit. I LOVE IT!!! Most of all, I love it because- it helps me love me.
No, not just in a literal, sexual way (well yes a little), but when I put it on for the first time.... Running my hands up and down my soft, smooth, shiny body, my soft breasts, my hard collar bones, and only that shiny soft slippery material between my hands and my clit...

And there was nothing to be afraid of, to be ashamed of. I felt so secure, safe, and confident.

When I saw the photos my friend took of me wearing that suit, I was actually turned on by looking at myself! At the risk of sounding conceited, it's true.

The way the light played across my breasts, my shoulders... my delicate hands, my cute little feet... Even my ass which I am sometimes self conscious about... It was nothing but the beauty of the human body and it was MY body!It made me feel more confident than I have ever felt about myself, ever, in my life. Maybe it was the fact that I felt as if I was looking at someone else, maybe it was because I had the courage to show off my body since my face was covered (which to me is one of the best parts of Zentai... one of them).I am about to go to bed... I think I am going to sleep in my silver Zentai suit :) GOD do they make sheets of that material... my thoughts are racing!

Thank you for reading, and allowing me to share my experiences with you. I hope you feel as confident and free as I do right now. I can't imagine a more fantastic feeling!

<3

M.Z.

My First Zentai

The first time I put on a Zentai was on a dare! I had never heard of it and I was hanging out with some friends at a bar. One of them had it and I love a good dare so I put it on. I mean what’s the big deal… right?

A – MA – ZZZZING!!! I had no idea! First of all I loved all the attention I got at the bar. People wanted pictures with me and stuff! And it was even cooler for me because no one could see my face. I was totally anonymous. Except- everyone could see my body. I do enjoy dressing up- heels are my favorite thing. I love stockings, etc. But WOW.

I’m walking around in this suit, this Zentai suit… and the slipperiness between my thighs as I walked was so sensual. I could see but my vision was sort of compromised (I would ALWAYS recommend to others who want to wear their Zentai in public to bring a friend/partner).

The hottest thing for me however was …. The way my nipples felt! They were hard and I knew everyone could see them, which was awesome because no one could see my face. It was such an unusual and amazing feeling.

So I suppose I am a bit of an addict now! I imagine how people I see would look in Zentai, how their bodies would feel. I had absolutely no idea there was a whole Zentai fetish movement!

I really love how any body type looks great in Zentai. It’s just so beautiful. So I have a friend who takes pictures of me now and I will be posting more! I have always been a bit of an exhibitionist but this is a whole new level.

<3

M.Z.